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Wednesday, October 8, 2008,11:14 PM
Btw, the suiciding things are just a FREAKING INTRO OF THE BLOG. so don't go around thinking, omg she's gonna suicide.
Jees, if you think like that, omg, i dunn0e wad to think about you. =D
I'm changing my blog, yeppx. this blog is only for AMSers and my FRIENDS to read. I'm going to get a new blogger acct too. =D
Buh bye stalkers =D
Monday, October 6, 2008,10:56 PM
Sigh, I'm still alive. Yes~! +D
OK, take the things i said about yesterday back, at least until my form teacher saw me, then I'll say it again.
Sigh. AMS down. No mood again.
,6:34 AM
Seriously, I'm thinking of suicide. Sighs. I wonder is this what they called depression, or is it a serious mental illness, or even craziness..
Terrified that if my mother saw my sms that says, Help me buy mc, what will she do.. If she don't buy one, I'll go suicide. I'm serious. At least my room's window could be opened.. Even if don't die, let me be in a coma.. Please.
If I don't see my mc, I'll write my will and my whole life tomorrow...
YINGLING,
seriously a suicidal case. Yes, I'm serious. 100% serious.
Twinnie, if I die, help me look after guild. O.o'
,2:07 AM
I changed my blog linkie. Why arh.. uhms. cos I am a suicidal case. THAT'S WAD I'M FEELING NOW. DAMN RITE, YES!
ok. so i juts changed.
n i'm goin back to maple. any probs there ?
Sunday, October 5, 2008,9:40 PM
What the hell was I doing ? I skipped endofyear examinations. Am I crazy?
I think I had too much pressure already. I skipped almost 2 weeks of lessons and 1 examinations. Is it because of moms going out often and sis went to work? And I don't have anyone who understand me? Or because I am running away from my ex-friends and my teasing classmates ? Or is it that I am afraid of my teachers? I am pressured. I don't know what to do. What I am doing now, is to tie my rubber band tightly, and hopefully I could faint.
Yes, I am crazy already. I could make myself faint, just not to be scolded. I already lost my dog, my friends and my teacher's trust. I don't want to lost my current dog and family already...
Thursday, October 2, 2008,7:22 PM
Todae i had a dream. it's about a girl's parents had a virus, and if she don't kill them, the world maybe will be killed because of the parent's virus. then still gt alot of other people. then she went out the house, where the other people there right .. got a boii also. i mean. a boii that they were in love. and you know h0rs, i was like in the girl's body, but the mind is like nt mind. I cant do anything. so when she cry to tell the news , and then hug the guy, so sad. in rl i cried.. when she hug the guy, i felt relieved.. oh btw, tt means that she have to kill her parents... then i woke up.. i found myself, crying when i wake up, no, is not i woke up then cry. is when i woke up, i felt tears on my cheeks edi... i think i cried during the thing. is so sad..
then i sleep back, is same gerr n boii.. i dunn0e why.. cos i tot of them al0t ba ? then they were buying things. in this they were so happy.. then i saw my sch uni. LAWL . idun00e. cos i dreamt bout i lost my sch uniform then is like TxT'' n this dream lemme see that my sch uni there. GOD. so embarrass. i tell the lady ish my uniform, then zzz. i forgot wadhappen. i still gt one more dream. DUN ASK ME WHY SO MANY DREAMS. I DUNN0E! i guess i todae / yesterdae is dreamier.. i wonder if anything happened..
this one is with my family. er. i forgot al0t of parts.. ok really alot. only that i rmb one or two part.. one part is i walk past the pool then i dunn0e why fell into the pull widd my clothes lawls. then so hard get up, cos zzz. the clothes ma. euu noe? then my family dunn0e. er. oh i rmb le. then i go inside toilet. must dry the clothes ma.. then i dunn0e go inside boiis / gerrs. ==' I MEAN. cos i'm wearing boii's clothes. i also forgot lerhx zzz. DREAMS hardly can be remembered kaes. then at first i go inside boiis. oh btw is changing room, gt cubicle. so no censored things =='' but no space. then i oh well. go inside gerr toilet. gt al0t space. at first gt some boiis also tiink no space also go inside gerrs toilet then i dun care also, so go inside also hahas. then i found a cubicle change lawls. then i heard my CLASSMATES comin in omg. cos i skip sch marhx nowadays then cher also there l0ls.. so ... then cher scold me sia. aiyos then i forgot. dunwan rmb tt part also BLEAH.
but i found the pool part hilarious. l0ls.
if veryy messy h0rs.. ps h0rs =D
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Hello. I'm YINGLING. I'm thirteen years old. I love ANIMALS, but i hate